Category Archives: Personal Feelings

30….or just 21 (for the 10th time)

OMG!! It's the BIG 3 0!! I'm not sure I'm totally ok with this, not sure I'm willing to take this step into the 30's... if it was the 1930's I might... but MY 30's?!?! Really unsure about that one!! I don't feel 30 though, I feel like me. Am I suppose to suddenly feel anything else just because I'm not "on the paper" in my 20's anymore? I will be 21 till the day I die! I'll be sitting there in my 80's with my rainbow-colored hair telling everyone I'm just 21, and they better damn well believe me (or at least pretend).
My Hair at 80!!!

My Hair at 80!!!

I guess I don't have a choice being 30 on paper, but I refuse to turn 30 in my head. And thank god I have a daughter who lets me be as childish and crazy as her (she's 7), or maybe more childish and unstable as her aswell... but that is fine, cus she sure as hell will put me in my place if need be! Now wish me a happy birthday and I'm gonna get drunk tonight! 1898750_968949819833379_5102583519481615824_oOf-course-I-know-everything,-I-m-30-T-skjorter Hugs'n Kisses Maria Moonrise

Adventure in Omis, Croatia!

Now me and my love is going to Omis for 2 days filled with adventure and thrilling fun, and maybe some romance aswell. Sometimes it's good to do something with just your boyfriend aswell, do something together that you both will enjoy and have fun with, and this is gonna be two crazy days. I'm terrified, excited and nervous at the same time, I'm not sure what I've gotten myself into, but I will survive and I will remember it forever! ZIP-LINE-OMIS-DETAILS Today we are going for a Zipline trip, 8 wires, total of 2,1km, highest one is 150m above the ground. This is gonna be soooo FUN!!  We're going with the company Zipline Croatia, and it costs about 400kuna per person, so not to bad really. I'm not really sure how high up 150m is... but I did take a pretty high one in China down from the Great Wall of China. So how bad can it be? Lets wait and see if I have any more voice left after this! IIIKKKK!!! canyoning1vAnd tomorrow we are going on an Advanced Canyoning trip that lasts for about 6hours. I've never done any form of Canyoning before, but the advanced package lasted longer then the normal canyoning trip so that's why I took it. The company that does this is Adventure Omis and it costs about 450kuna, so still not bad at all. This one I'm a bit more afraid of. Since I've never tried anything even close to this I have no clue what to expect and even though I love going swimming I can't help but think about what lives in the water below me. This is gonna be a hell of an experience, and even my boyfriend told me that he didn't really think I knew what I was throwing us into. Hehe. But we WILL survive, even if I cry and scream I will have to finish it, and trust me I WILL!! And stronger for it!! Wish me luck! Hugz'n Kisses Maria Moonrise

Unicorns and Gummy Bears.

Not everything is just as it seems sometimes... but it's ok because I'm not more crazy then anyone else in this world. Your unicorns and gummy bears are there too, they just hide as something else.

Act my age…

When I'm with my 7 year old daughter and her friends I play around, I have fun, I do cartwheels, handstands and play silly clapping games, I also run around like a crazy person "fighting" them and throwing them on the ground. And I don't do this because it's what they want... I do it because I think it's fun. I've never really been that grown-up, I've never felt my age... Reluctant I am turning 30 this summer... the big 30!! But I refuse to stop acting like me just because I'm getting older, I'm not gonna stop having fun, stop coloring my hair in crazy colors or starting to dressing more classy then I do. I love neon colored clothes, funny braclets, pony tails and silly stuff. Don't change just because you get older in age... you don't have to become OLD just because you're getting older... You're still you, and you is the one your kids and everyone around you deserve, not the booring old person who's afraid to be childish. Have fun and do what you want to do ♥

Me and my weight!

2 years ago I decided that enough is enough, I can't go on like this anymore. I was way way overweight, I wasn't happy and I was NOT healthy. I had talked to my doctor about getting a gastric bypass, and I got a place on the waiting list. But I wasn't big ENOUGH so I wasn't a priority. So what was I going to do.. some people online said that I should eat myself bigger, yes, eat myself bigger... that's what they said. Because then I could get my BMI higher and then get into a shorter que. But no... not just no, i said HELL NO! I was not gonna eat like a pig just to get in a shorter que. I didn't wanna be like this anymore. I didn't want to be fat and overweight anymore, I didn't want to buy clothes JUST because they fit. I wanted to buy pretty clothes I liked, and that they fitted med wouldn't be an issue or even a question. And now, 2 years later, after a lot of help from family, friends, Spenst Stjørdal and Frisklivssentralen Stjørdal I'm over 50kg lighter, and I'm happy with who I am... I use clothes in sizes small/medium and I can buy clothes I like and don't have to worry about finding the right size all the time. It's an amassing feeling, I'm proud of myself and I like myself so much more then I did. I'm not ashamed so go to the swimming-pool or to do what I love. The local newspaper where I live also wrote and article about me together with and article about Frisklivssentralen. I was so nervous at first, because to see my before picture in a newspaper is kinda scary, but also it made me feel prouder of what I had accomplished. The paper is in Norwegian, but if you want to read it its HERE!! And after I lost all the weight, and got my extra skin removed I'm not afraid to show my belly in photos either 😀 So here you go. Maybe if I get really brave I will show you my before picture on my belly... but I have to think about that for a little bit. ♥ IMG_20141204_130227